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… for the better…?

Now a lot of people have been telling me to change my style of writing? Why? I don’t even understand why I have to, so what’s with the persuasion? Is it really that “aggressive”? Is it really that “offensive”? What will people think if I change my way of writing? Or to generalize: Will this change be for the better?

Actually, I’m clueless to what the answer is. I don’t even know if I’m doing anything wrong with the way I write. More like the question is if I care if I’m doing it wrong, but that’s an understatement anyway, not a question. When the idea came into me, I asked myself: Change? For what? Why? Whom? When? Where? And when I tried to enumerate the answers on those, none came out useful or convincing enough. So if I were to change, will everything go according to that change?

That’s one indefinite question there. A single change does bring out other changes, if instances are applied. But one thing’s for sure: If I change, something will be gained, something will be lost. If I change the way I write into something more “amiable” and “mild” for the audience, it’s like shunning my true self out of the spotlight I myself have made. I don’t want that. It’s useless for that, and with that stated out, I decided to rule out the change.

We should remember that there may be changes, but change alone is not tied to only one thing. There may be good changes, there may be bad changes. There are lots of changes, and I know I’m not only tied to the change of my writing style. I can change something else, like elaboration, or emphasis, etc. It may change some of the semantics, but it’s still retains a style. That’s what my type of change should be.

Right now, I’m not changing anything, and that’s final. But I’m also glad that this was brought up, especially by Mike. It’s strange that you who differs way too much in my way of writing would boldly state how you feel on the style. An amount of self-reflection was done, and something meaningful was achieved, so this post ain’t half-bad after all.

Then again, it’s still the usual thingamajig, so what gives…

I’M BACK

I’m so such a sentimental for even bothering to post this kind of thing up…

It’s been a while. I’m finally back and kicking butt! I’m not going to talk about the previous RAEGFEST in the other side of the world since I’m in a good mood even though I don’t really have anything in mind to write. So yeah!

I think I lost some of my drive in writing. Like, I so predicted my internet would be fixed ASAP that I lost half my drivebar! But no matter. I’d rather that I take my time on this than rush things. Though the feeling of starting from scratch again kinda lets me down, it’s about time to leave that kind of self-implication and just walk the walk… AGAIN.

You might want to ask what did I do (aside from the RAEGFEST of course) while we’re down for the count. Well, otaku instincts told me to watch old anime, read old manga and novels, play old eroges, games, Touhou, and visual novels and such. Did I do any of those mentioned above? Too bad. I was too lazy to ready some posts, or draw, or write, or read, or play, or generally speaking, do anything. Unless the internet’s moving at my little castle of a room, everything halts to a standstill, and that’s that. 90% of the days passed by with R and R: Rest and Rest (those who thought of the word Recreation: you’re oh-so-predictable, hahaha).

So, what do start when everything’s set for some action again?  Well, here’s my list for now:

1. Downloads - Utmost priority. Or rather, I’d say necessity. Backlog of my anime, doujin, games, manga, hentai (COMING SOON) and eroge needs to be reduced to some minimum at least. And of course, you guys get to be updated on some of the stuff.
2. Bloghopping - Of course, news from other people from the blogosystem needs to be checked too. Updates from here and there that might take my interest, so this is second in command.
3. Netplay - I get usually rusty if I don’t play for just around 2 days. What more for more than seven? Time to shake of the rust and kick butt!
4. Works - Probably the last for now, since I’m too lazy. Can’t elaborate further. Been there, lazed that.

So basically, the regimen here looks good. Hopefully. Guess I should mosey on it now. Saturday’s going to be a day for of blast posts of yours truly aside from the things I might accomplish for today.

SO LET’S HIT IT!

Seriously, I’m pooped, EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I’m quite here at the brink of wreaking havoc due to an intermittent internet connection. Strange enough, I don’t feel like it. Is the RAEG not enough? I dunno. All I do know is that the Internet provides me with an ample plethora of interesting things every single day, and I don’t want to miss. If I do, I’ll waste no time getting out of my little turtle shell and do some ninja turtle ass-whipping at the company’s office. Seriously, you don’t know what I can do since I’m not used to bitching on the phone. It feels more natural to do it when you know you can slap some account papers in an attendant’s face. Feels good too.

But anyways, I don’t like how this year’s going. I feel like shit everyday, I only get one day of rest which I also use for general cleaning and stuff so I don’t really rest, my backlogs of anime , eroge, games, and manga are increasing by the minute, I can’t write good stuff at a regular basis on the blog, and the dose of Internet doesn’t even give me a damn anymore since I’m so preoccupied there’s not a thing I can do but just sneak in for a surf when there’s time, EVEN FOR JUST TWO FUCKING MINUTES. If there’s a job where all you need to do is sit or lie down, surf, or draw, all day, all night, 24/7, I’D TAKE IT.

But there ain’t going to be such a thing. No, more like there might be such a thing, but it’s not always around for you to grab. But hey, it’s not bad to dream. I don’t care what others say, but I love being lazy. I’d happily spend a whole day playing console or PC games, or draw shit, or write shit,  or watch shit, or read shit, or critique other people’s shit. And no, I got no relation to that blue-haired ahoge tsurupettan girl who plays eroges on all-nighter sessions. I’m worse.

Alright, screw with this anger management post! Get me my Deathnote. I’ll kill the whole lot o’ you instead! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Before I knew it, eons have passed before I realized the link I gave off for the track Stillness Dark on my Princess no Rondo post was broken. No wonder people are clicking on something that leads to a broken download link.

Grah, I hate this, bit time to reupload.

Done. Stillness Dark is now in HERE.